wearing my idealist/optimist hat, i held on to the notion that mj had gone into a hospital-induced coma, similar to that one administered to dj melodic, when he had cardiac arrest. i pictured that in 3 days, we would hear the news that mj had survived and was on his way to a full recovery. well, for about a year now (since hurricane ike), i have had no cable and therefore watch no tv. i literally get my news from twitter (i guess i could go online to cnn.com… but nah! ), so as the news was coming, i relied on twitter posts, at best third or fourth hand info…
anyway, i digress… i was really shocked and saddened by the finality of “cnn has confirmed it” (since tmz has zero!! credibility)…
at first, shock, then a quickening depression sat in… honestly, there is alot more going on in my life, naturally, that contributed to that, but mj’s death definitely had an effect. i believe that when an icon passes, you consider immortality, in general, and ofcourse your own… and the closer you felt to said icon, the harder the effect… i remember when presley passed and how it affected my mother at the time, though i was but a tiny wee-lad (well maybe not, but i was young…er!)…
when the shock and depression subsided, i considered the next step in grieving mj: how to remember him and the legacy he had created, and how to pay respect to the influence his music has had on me personally, and professionally…
as with jb’s passing, i thought about a tribute… however, because mr. brown’s music regularly appears in my sets, i was able to grab all my vinyl, head to the radio show that following saturday and do a tribute without hesitation… with mj, it’s different… though i was a big fan (more on that, later) and enjoyed his music tremendously, aside from “human nature” and other songs that were sampled by hip hop artists (i.e. delasoul and nas), mj just didn’t appear in my sets all that much (perhaps a few times a year, i might play a tidbit of ‘human nature” and then “it ain’t hard to tell” )
i had less than 24 hours to come up with a tribute that would represent the aesthetics of soular grooves and what we all at the radio show, represent. i heard comments like “many will want to show up for a dj sun tribute”, in encouraging me to do a party or respresent at a night like rocksteady mondays. i don’t want that to be the driving force, however… it should be done right… you have one opportunity to do tributes right and pay the proper universal respect to the soul, history, legacy of an icon like mj… with that, you’re also building on your own respresentation within the universal consciousness… i could go on and on about that, however, i presented this build-up to announce that the right representation of a soular grooves/dj sun tribute comes in the person of the are (russell gonzales)
the are was a quick choice because of his production project using jacksons material and the fact that he is a huge fan of mj, as well.
it took one call and he was ready to do it at the drop of the proverbial hat.

a little additional note about how mj influenced me: i remember the first thing ever by michael jackson and how it was introduced to me. i was a kid in holland when “ben” was released. my pops bought the 45 and at the time, there were numerous tv appearances that were aired on dutch tv, showing the jacksons and michael jackson’s performances. with pops (who is at best, conservative, in how he expresses himself) excitedly encouraging me to watch these kids (at the time) performing, those minutes made a huge impact… the 45 was carried with us, when at 7, i moved to suriname, and continued to play a role: aside from hearing it still being played regularly on the radio, the song also served as somewhat of a standard bearer for us, as kids… i remember on several occasions gathering with friends to have impromptu singing contest and invariably, “ben” was the standard to which we were measured (who could best hit the notes, mj belted out?!)

my sister, francesca, with mom's... in suriname...
i just had a convo with my sister and she conveyed the following similar sentiments: it was from “ben” to “off the wall” that we experienced the most influence from mj… in between there were the jackson’s hits in the 70’s, jermaine jackson’s split and solo career, and then the subsequent mj split from the jacksons, culminating in off the wall!… ofcourse thriller was a landmark (with mtv, the numerous videos etc.), and i don’t want to take anything away from that classic, but by then i was less impressionable (so to speak)…















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